Me and a Stranger...

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Question to discuss:

I'm going to commit suicide.. Tell me someone cares! Please..

Stranger: I know this is most likely a troll... probably a 99.9% chance.

You: yeah

You: ...

You: why people keep trolling with this shit...

Stranger: But even still, I'd feel like a total assbag is I said nothing and you actually happened to be that 0.01%.

Stranger: Its not worth it. Its not fair on the people you leave behind. Life is shit sometimes. And not just for you, for everyone. Sometimes you just have to suck it up and deal with it. It gets better. You just need patience.

You: yeah.. just be strong and wait till something good happens :)

Stranger: And sometime good will happen.

Stranger: This is how I look at it.

You: my life is shity

You: and i still dont give up

You: even though i barely have anyone

You: im still here

You: doing my best

Stranger: I think everyone has a certain amount of shit that happens to them. Sometimes it comes throughout a lifetime in short bursts (Like it does for most people). Then I think theres a few people, like the people who feel like suicide is the only answer, whos shit comes at them all at once.

Stranger: But, I think sometimes thats the best way.

Stranger: Because if we only get a certain amount of bad things thrown at us.

Stranger: And everything bad is happening at once.

Stranger: That means you're getting it all out of the way.

Stranger: And you will have years and years of just good things.

Stranger: And thats one of the reasons I think suicide can be so sad, because they don't get a chance to get to the good bits.

Stranger: You have to wait it out.

You: damn, you're good with words o:

Stranger: Haha thanks.

Stranger: I've lived it.

You: yeah..

Stranger: I overdosed when I was 13.

Stranger: I (obviously) didn't succeed.

You: i lost my mom at 13...

Stranger: And I am so glad now that I didn't.
I'm so sorry pet, that must have been awful.

Stranger: What age are you now?

You: just.. bad images of her in the hospital dont leave my head...

You: only 15...

Stranger: Awh pet, I can't even imagine what that must be like.

Stranger: Have you gone to counselling?

You: no, strong will, strong mind

You: endure the pain alone

You: have good marks

You: im not stupid enough to ruin my life cause of it

You: thought in seeing the school counselling but i can hold my own i think

Stranger: Well, I don't think it makes you any stronger doing it alone. I know it seems like that now, but there is only so much you can do by yourself. If you feel like you can deal with it yourself, thats fantastic. But if you ever get to a point in your life where you don't feel like you are getting better, then go get help. I think sometimes it takes a stronger person to seek help (Because its an awful lot harder taking those first steps).
And please don't get me wrong when I say that, I don't mean to say that I don't think you're strong. I think you're very strong. I can't even imagine what you most be going through.

Stranger: There is no miracle cure for a grieving heart unfortunitly. You just need to find what works for you.

You: i just, can hold my own, and i can tell myself when to stop and when i need help

You: im very logical

Stranger: Well thats fantastic. You sound much older than you are :)

Stranger: And I bet your Mom would be very proud of you :)

You: yeah, i kinda hate school cause of the "kids" i find there...

You: thanks :) that would mean alot..

Stranger: Whats your name? (If you don't mind me asking)

You: im pretty reserved and i dont like talking to people that i know about my life (thats why i use this)

You: Sandro

Stranger: Nice to meet you Sandro, I'm Cat!

Stranger: Oh I can understand that completely.

You: im actually pretty shy and i dont like that very much..

You: i like your name :)

You: nice to meet you to Cat

Stranger: Do something to take you out of your comfort zone.

Stranger: Do you play any music?

You: yeah, not very much, but i play something when im going to school

You: i love to isolate from the world

You: when i have headphones on

Stranger: Thats not healthy pet. You need to get out there.

Stranger: Do you have many friends?

You: yeah

You: alot

You: but still

You: im reserved

Stranger: Oh crap

Stranger: I have to go

Stranger: I'm really sorry

Stranger: Look, I hope things get better for you.

You: no problem Cat :)

Stranger: and it was a pleasure to meet you :)

You: thank you alot really

You: same for you

Stranger: Stay strong pet. It'll get better. Have a nice life Sandro :)

You: this meant alot <3

You: thx