You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Question to discuss:
I'm going to commit suicide.. Tell me someone
cares! Please..
Stranger: I know this
is most likely a troll... probably a 99.9% chance.
You: yeah
You: ...
You: why people
keep trolling with this shit...
Stranger: But even
still, I'd feel like a total assbag is I said nothing and you actually happened
to be that 0.01%.
Stranger: Its not
worth it. Its not fair on the people you leave behind. Life is shit sometimes.
And not just for you, for everyone. Sometimes you just have to suck it up and
deal with it. It gets better. You just need patience.
You: yeah.. just
be strong and wait till something good happens :)
Stranger: And
sometime good will happen.
Stranger: This is how
I look at it.
You: my life is
shity
You: and i still
dont give up
You: even though
i barely have anyone
You: im still
here
You: doing my
best
Stranger: I think
everyone has a certain amount of shit that happens to them. Sometimes it comes
throughout a lifetime in short bursts (Like it does for most people). Then I
think theres a few people, like the people who feel like suicide is the only
answer, whos shit comes at them all at once.
Stranger: But, I
think sometimes thats the best way.
Stranger: Because if
we only get a certain amount of bad things thrown at us.
Stranger: And
everything bad is happening at once.
Stranger: That means
you're getting it all out of the way.
Stranger: And you
will have years and years of just good things.
Stranger: And thats
one of the reasons I think suicide can be so sad, because they don't get a
chance to get to the good bits.
Stranger: You have to
wait it out.
You: damn,
you're good with words o:
Stranger: Haha
thanks.
Stranger: I've lived
it.
You: yeah..
Stranger: I overdosed
when I was 13.
Stranger: I
(obviously) didn't succeed.
You: i lost my
mom at 13...
Stranger: And I am so
glad now that I didn't.
I'm so sorry pet, that must have been awful.
I'm so sorry pet, that must have been awful.
Stranger: What age
are you now?
You: just.. bad
images of her in the hospital dont leave my head...
You: only 15...
Stranger: Awh pet, I
can't even imagine what that must be like.
Stranger: Have you
gone to counselling?
You: no, strong
will, strong mind
You: endure the
pain alone
You: have good
marks
You: im not stupid
enough to ruin my life cause of it
You: thought in
seeing the school counselling but i can hold my own i think
Stranger: Well, I
don't think it makes you any stronger doing it alone. I know it seems like that
now, but there is only so much you can do by yourself. If you feel like you can
deal with it yourself, thats fantastic. But if you ever get to a point in your
life where you don't feel like you are getting better, then go get help. I
think sometimes it takes a stronger person to seek help (Because its an awful
lot harder taking those first steps).
And please don't get me wrong when I say that, I don't mean to say that I don't think you're strong. I think you're very strong. I can't even imagine what you most be going through.
And please don't get me wrong when I say that, I don't mean to say that I don't think you're strong. I think you're very strong. I can't even imagine what you most be going through.
Stranger: There is no
miracle cure for a grieving heart unfortunitly. You just need to find what
works for you.
You: i just, can
hold my own, and i can tell myself when to stop and when i need help
You: im very
logical
Stranger: Well thats
fantastic. You sound much older than you are :)
Stranger: And I bet
your Mom would be very proud of you :)
You: yeah, i
kinda hate school cause of the "kids" i find there...
You: thanks :)
that would mean alot..
Stranger: Whats your
name? (If you don't mind me asking)
You: im pretty
reserved and i dont like talking to people that i know about my life (thats why
i use this)
You: Sandro
Stranger: Nice to
meet you Sandro, I'm Cat!
Stranger: Oh I can
understand that completely.
You: im actually
pretty shy and i dont like that very much..
You: i like your
name :)
You: nice to
meet you to Cat
Stranger: Do
something to take you out of your comfort zone.
Stranger: Do you play
any music?
You: yeah, not
very much, but i play something when im going to school
You: i love to
isolate from the world
You: when i have
headphones on
Stranger: Thats not
healthy pet. You need to get out there.
Stranger: Do you have
many friends?
You: yeah
You: alot
You: but still
You: im reserved
Stranger: Oh crap
Stranger: I have to
go
Stranger: I'm really
sorry
Stranger: Look, I
hope things get better for you.
You: no problem
Cat :)
Stranger: and it was
a pleasure to meet you :)
You: thank you
alot really
You: same for
you
Stranger: Stay strong
pet. It'll get better. Have a nice life Sandro :)
You: this meant alot <3
You: thx
